I love how when we’re both sleepy it takes Erin and I forever to say goodnight on the phone cause we just say bye, I love you, and make kissy noises a million times before we actually hang up
i know i haven’t been on here in a lot, even though no one pays attention really, but i’ve been busy. i’ve been working quite a lot and i barely get any days off which is hard, but almost $400 a week when i work 40 hours after taxes is pretty nice.
i miss erin. i’ve been missing her so much and even though about half of our visits have been for a imple overnight and a day afterwards, i can’t be more happy every time we’re together, i am honestly so in love with her. i love her smile, i love her perfect lips that give the softest little kisses. i love the way our 15 minute phone calls feel like hours when we don’t have hours to talk, i love how seeing her makes me happpy and cheerful and relaxed rather than stressed and annoyed with the people i’m around every day, she gives me an escape i can’t even begin to describe, a different world, when we’re together. i don’t care about the cliches because after barely under a year of dating and an entire year before then seeing each other, these things sort of make sense. the longest relationship i’ve had lasted 3 months, but i don’t want erin for months. i want her for years, and decades…i want her forever. honestly. i really, genuinely, with my entire heart love this woman and i don’t ever want to lose her and what we have together,
maybe this is all because my sister left Pretty Woman on tv and went to bed and it’s a 90’s love movie, or maybe it’s because erin had a long day and has to get up before 6 tomorrow and went to bed at 10:30 so i’m up alone thinking about her. all i know is that i love you erin, whether you read this when you wake up or miss it and read it years from now, i do and will love you.
well, may 16th.
it was pretty rad. i ate a 16 ounce steak with super spicy wet rub and sweet potato fries.
i can’t fucking wait to see Erin for like 4 of the next 7 days once she gets back from New York and I somehow managed to have 3 days off in a row. She makes me the happiest.
I love her.